I saw my OBGYN for my postpartum check up this morning. If you don't know, I had Samantha March 2005, and Cameron February 2006... My Doc loves to tease me now that I will end up pregnant in there again in no time. I think it's great he knows he can kid around with me and Doug. (Right after delivery he said he wouldn't be surprised to see me pregnant before April came around.. *lol*)
Well I am just going for brutally honest on this darn blog of mine, why not, I pretty much am IRL too. This blog is my every day thing and is a much a part of my life as doing the dishes.
My point is, I am motivated to lose this weight I have been carrying around. You can read more about my goals here. I was scared to get on the scale while waiting around for the doc this morning. About 5 weeks before I delivered Cameron, I had went over 350 lb mark, and I wouldn't register on the scale anymore. So I have no idea what my weight was when I delivered Cam. With much trepidation I stepped on (and yeah, i took my tennies off!) and I weigh 333 1/4 lbs! Not too shabby, and I am kind of proud of myself! Guess I will update here occassionally about my progress! Oh, and I talked to Doc about my baby blues and got prescribed Zoloft. Hoping that makes me feel better, and yeah.. I'm not crazy!!