two qualities my mom is showing to me right now.
I'm doing her paper route for her, have been since the 3rd. Finally started training step dad on the route this morning. He actually rode with me yesterday, but I only had him sit in the back and taught him the dot colors & their meanings. Pointing out special porches/throws/places to put the paper. It's just one big bad day after the other.
The day mom was released from the hospital she went out to the store to get her prescription. Step dad actually demanded it, which I thought was messed up. (their relationship makes NO sense to me whatsoever.. they rarely get along.. it's freaky why you would spend time with someone you bitch at more than you speak civilized to)
The next day, she went out to Big Lots with my aunt shopping. I know my aunt, shopping with her is a 2 or 3 hour ordeal. Today, mom is out at the hair salon and God knows where else, having a good ol time and sounding chipper as hell on the phone. I feel used. She could just as easily sit in the back seat of the van and tell Step dad where the F to turn, when to throw a paper, and when to get out and porch it.
I can't hack a paper route anymore. It's a strain on my family right now, but especially for me. Since I started the two littlest haven't been listening worth a diddly, I haven't wracked up but 3.5 hours of sleep at a time, and I'm sick of having to shove this in my mother and stepdads face that HE needs to LEARN this dang route. So immature, and I hate being taken for granted.
Oh yes.. have you seen my mojo? my motivation?